T^T

being ur lover throw u alone is really HORRIBlE~~(T^T)
looking at his cool backside, it feels so uncomfortable in my heart..
the feeling is so undescribable~~ i dun like~ i hate~
i dun wan happen ths kind of thing in my future life..even one time~~！！
what is love should be?><
to me, love is sweet and caring..
i dun care whether u rich or no..i care u care me or no..i care u..
BUT who know me well??
it feels pain whn someone love you dun know u characteristic~~!
i love you~~
although argue, fighting and unhappy, can we hand in hand 2gether always in future never let go of me~~
you are my source of happiness..i love you..really love you~~

the worst week i having right now

i was sad
i was moody
i was tired
i was stresss

cnnt believe tht YOU r leave me...my dearest uncle hope u RIP...
you should start a new happy journey~ u no need fight v illness anymore...
take good care of urself at thr~~and must pray to aunty oso~~
i know tht she love u deeply...she is sad..
uncle,thx ur care for many years...i love u oso..got chance we meet nxt round =)

recently feel tht nowadays social is so reality~~~
ppl will kept hurt u although u share ur truth hearth v thm....
thy nvr appreciate~~!!

wanna final soon~~just left 1 more month~~
hope it can pass faster~~~i really tiring..
always left by the time~~!! time pls wait for me =(

A TIRING SEMESTER BUT I WILL STUDY HARD

I can do it as i wan~~!!go for it yuki tan~~=D
new semester new opening~~year 2 is totally diff from year 1~~
it's harderX100~@.@GG.com.....
from now i wan sleep early wake early b4 sleep and after woke i wan study~~~!
yes, i can do it~~
drink more water an apple a day doctor keep me away~~
it's time to care my body my study~~!!
GAMBATEH^^

我是个天蝎女~~！！！！

请大家多多了解天蝎女吧~~~~
虽然她们呢外表冷酷~~
但她们内心火热的恨~~~
朋友对她们来说戒指是两肋插刀的~~！！
她对你们的信任可说是百分之两百的呢~~~
为什么你们要猜疑她~~！！
难道你们不知你们伤害了她吗？
她很难受~~她无法接受她视为很重要的不信任她~~！！没视她为你们心目中重要的人...
她真的无法接受~~！！她很在意~
她真的很痛~


不过她最近有个善解人意，疼惜她的朋友-kelly~~^^感恩~
谢谢你呀~~
给天蝎女的话~试着慢慢地学习释怀……看得越重伤得越重~
知你的朋友不用多~傻瓜~一切更美好^^

我的男朋友

bebe,你越来越棒了哦~~！！muackzz
他对我说：虽然没有鲜花，但是你有很正的礼物哦
我好喜欢哦~以后不用在烦恼包包了~wohoo~~=D
bebe的细心进步了好多~~呵呵..
bebe i love u~~！！！
爱情里的防腐剂-不断地进步~
bebe希望我们的爱情长久哦~cheer~~~

我不是你的狗!Shit u!

有血缘关系的人对你如狗
我受够你的大小声,你的使唤了
最好不要来求我
以为自己很大
别以为买几个东西给人就很大
在我眼里你把我当你最亲的人对待，那样我已经满足了

陈宝仪你真的想再颓废下去吗！！

<失败〉虽然只是那简单的笔画但它与身俱来存在着无极限的可怕～
没有要它接近自己～但是这小姐背着它走了一年
你眼睁睁的看着自己颓废了一年，你不羞耻吗？难道你不想改变吗？
你还想在新的一年这样下去吗？你醒醒吧～～！！！
家里又多人疼你期望你～难道你不知道吗？？
从小叫你乖宝贝的姨丈生病了～可是他希望有机会等你毕业，你不知道吗？
你是个幸福的孩子～珍惜一切并把一切发挥到最好，好吗？

幸福的孩子～～人生有很多的绊脚石但别怕跌倒了再站起来、越挫越勇！！！
孩子快振作吧～加油！

失败并不可怕，不能被击败～
就算失败了勇敢去面对一定行的＝Ｄ

新的一年你会更好～＝）

no answer de question=bu jie zhi mi

since i at college now, so i no choice to select the eng to post no feeling now~
due to i no place to go and nothing to do, so i go librart to update my blog..
last night i juz get the answer that i had been "yi huo" since 2yrs ago~
when i get the answer, i had been fighten...
finally i always queation myself de question got answer ady..
although i got answer ady BUT i still cannot solve it until future~
should i let it pass or explain for myself??
to u, u is my friend also although u dun think who am i..
i'm sorry to u because it seem like i always make u unhappy~
BUT i have no choice oso if get hurt u~
i wish u can happy always AND i hope i no hurt you everytime..
to u, i really dun have do the "thing" that u thought is me to call ppl done de~
sorry~let u in trouble...
hope i can solve ths question and we get smoother soon BUT....it is impossible~
i just can say i do not do it at all...=(

i cannot handle all the things.. i'm so useless...
my study my love my health recently are bad =(
study, same thing the big problem is i'm lazy~!!!
lazy let me be a last minutes person..that is why i sick...
this week is a stressful and busy week..
thurday i burn mid-night oil 4 my building services assignment~
due to i dun know how to do finally i broke down..
i cry i miss my daddy,mummy and my hometown...
AND i just realise i just back once since sem2 start..
next day i feel sick ady><
me n exian always talk about out love during night time^^hehe..
through her mouth i knew that my love is sweet to her last year...
i'm so supprise of her answer..BUT now...
we are in diffrent place, busy with diffrent things..
my course is busy every week AND him oso...
that's ok to me~ cos sure we must busy in our study..that is normal things...
i'm a strong girl in love~ as my friends u will know..^^
BUT time pass by time..finally i broke down again><
cos i kept thinking why we become so estrange NOW~
heart pain i dun want my love become worst and worst la~~!!

EMO day~

dun know why i no mood 2day~~
i kept thnking whole day why i moody~
BUT no answer i get..............
bcos of love? or juz bcos long time no meet my boy?
bcos kept fail to plan to bak my lovely hometown which simplest place and peaceful place, no assignment thr, no stress thr???
juz now while i bathing, i juz realize that since sem2 start i juz bak my hometown once~ sem by sem getting busy and busy..
or juz bcos i kept my previous stress until now cannot stand anymore?
ths week really busy like hell..
eng presentation, measurement assignment,report, building service assignment, technical drawing also AND test test testsss~~!!
2day octopus juz knock a big tree~~ it really look like drama that after the girl talk v ppl thn knock a big tree~~it so malu..aiyo, no face ady~~
my hand n feet getting blooding and many shape ady :(
well~time to do my work ady~
dun think too much ba~~
hope all thngs will get smooth sooN~=)

time "fly" like a lightning><i always left by time~~T.T

ishhh~i dun wan b last minutes ppl anymore~~!!

yuki tan dun be lazy~~!!

i wan change~~!!

i must start studying s little a day from now~~

nothing is impossible if u wan~~

gogogo^^i can de..!!

nxt week can bak home be with my belong daddy n mummy ady~

BUT my lovely driver uncle do not bak with me><

tht's mean i wan stay at home sleep n eat onlyT.T

stupid fucker!!

can YOU respect ppl n ask ppl permission 1st~~!!

bullshit YOU~~!!

YOU dun too over~~!!

KNS YOU~~!! HAte it~nOn~~!!

《真心换绝情 VS 不打不相识》篇

i'm a scorpion girl and my bday just past yesterday, 6 Nov 2010

Ths scorpion girl have all of the characteristic of scorpion=)

i will treat ppl by whole-hearted

BUT

all the time i get hurt :'( can imagine how hurt r tht?

to me, the time gathering with u all is happy

since we all separate, we nvr got chance to meet 2gether

ths chance is very valuable, we must appreciate!!!

BUT

something unhappy~ i'm so sad~~i cnnt understand why "你们" wan cheat "friends"

to me 实话是值得原谅的,"你们"连自己都骗了真可悲

每天过着谎言的日子"你们"不累吗??

well~thx you let me to learn n thx you wish oso

haha~dun talk ths anymore..i will not unhappy bcos ths type of ppl~~!!

to me, friends只有今生 AND 不打不相识

hehe...is u~!! dun suspected=)

i appreciated u~!!! i treasure u, my friend~~!!

every 6 NOV i have u since i form1=)

the nxt one is my lover~~ he bcome so romantic now^^hee~

i love my present very much~~!!

thx ur LOVE thx ur INCLUSIVE :-*

simple is HAPPINESS

i'm 18 ady^^phew~can show my ic whn clubbing~

wahaha..i juz joke only..nvr go b4~

i wan thx my dearest mummy n daddy, take care 18yrs ady^^

so touch~ thy r a 200% good parents, i love u mummy n daddy~~!!

u 2 oso need to take care urself ya

since i come kl 4 study u 2 old very much ady~

i wan always by urs sideT.T

my sibling take care also ya~looking forward to meet u all at new year ya=)

thx grace tan AND andy tan de presents^^

november's baby

present from jovince..thx ya my jovince^^

hope nxt time got chance yumcha ya~so sorry=)

thx all AND special thx 4 exian n jiaqi chose ths special present

exian missing??hahaha..cos ths pic is taken by exian

AND now turn me take ady..i'm missing~

exian yong: 123 木头人^^

muikee wong i know u wan take v us oso==''haha

no word can describe my mood now==

should i change my foundation???

what foundation should i take??

arts or science??

i oso confuse nowT.T...

i dun like independence life~~~

i hate strange...

i wan beside u all only~~

i was unhappy~~

i need to become more mature

at kl now~~

quite ok now^^...

cos got many of friendly de housemate...

thx u all de helping~~^^

i need to learn all the things...

learn to take bus... learn to talk v ppl~~

learn to ask by myself... learn to live myself~~

learn learn n learn...

i need to become strong n more mature...

haha~~anywhere... miss my home town, my dad n mum...

miss him much n much~~ my lovely~~^^

miss my friends n my house~~hehe~~

我的离开你会不舍得吗？？

距离我去读书的日子越来越靠近了...

也越来越不开心...

不知道过后的我会是怎样呢~~~祝我好运吧~~哈哈~~

我的离开你会不舍得吗？？我也知道~~

但我会很舍不得...昨天睡觉前想来想去...

想着想着，我哭了...

因为以后不管我再怎样想你，我也不能再像以前那样马上去找你了~~

好想回到以前我们开心的日子~~

真的很希望有天你能让我深深地感受到原来我对你那么重要的...

朋友们要想念我哦~~~我会记得你们的...

以前疯狂去喝茶的日子好开心哦~~

爸妈以后我不能待在你们的身边照顾你们了哦...

你们要好好照顾自己哦...

我爱你们~~

all the best to u all...^^

我的未来

懒惰的我终于舍得写我的部落咯。。嘻嘻。。

我终于毕业咯…现在的我在量马路…哈哈…每天在家里发呆==

好烦哦…多几天可能要去看学校了…我多数一月开学了吧~~

咳~~其实我自己也不知道要怎样T.T……

总之就好害怕哦~~对于我的未来是一片茫然…

害怕自己适应不来...

好害怕陌生的环境...

害怕一个人生活...

一读就是好几年，好害怕一切会改变...

也有万分不舍...

不舍我的家人..

我的妈咪...

不想和你分离...

不舍我的朋友...

不舍我的羽球...

想到就怕怕....没想到平时大喇喇的我也会有今天~~哈哈

算了吧~~不管怎样都是要成长的~~

所以只好鼓起勇气，硬起头皮吧！！！

加油吧！！哈哈~~

我可以的~~

下次再聊咯~~

是时候去动我的undang了……