no answer de question=bu jie zhi mi

since i at college now, so i no choice to select the eng to post no feeling now~
due to i no place to go and nothing to do, so i go librart to update my blog..
last night i juz get the answer that i had been "yi huo" since 2yrs ago~
when i get the answer, i had been fighten...
finally i always queation myself de question got answer ady..
although i got answer ady BUT i still cannot solve it until future~
should i let it pass or explain for myself??
to u, u is my friend also although u dun think who am i..
i'm sorry to u because it seem like i always make u unhappy~
BUT i have no choice oso if get hurt u~
i wish u can happy always AND i hope i no hurt you everytime..
to u, i really dun have do the "thing" that u thought is me to call ppl done de~
sorry~let u in trouble...
hope i can solve ths question and we get smoother soon BUT....it is impossible~
i just can say i do not do it at all...=(

i cannot handle all the things.. i'm so useless...
my study my love my health recently are bad =(
study, same thing the big problem is i'm lazy~!!!
lazy let me be a last minutes person..that is why i sick...
this week is a stressful and busy week..
thurday i burn mid-night oil 4 my building services assignment~
due to i dun know how to do finally i broke down..
i cry i miss my daddy,mummy and my hometown...
AND i just realise i just back once since sem2 start..
next day i feel sick ady><
me n exian always talk about out love during night time^^hehe..
through her mouth i knew that my love is sweet to her last year...
i'm so supprise of her answer..BUT now...
we are in diffrent place, busy with diffrent things..
my course is busy every week AND him oso...
that's ok to me~ cos sure we must busy in our study..that is normal things...
i'm a strong girl in love~ as my friends u will know..^^
BUT time pass by time..finally i broke down again><
cos i kept thinking why we become so estrange NOW~
heart pain i dun want my love become worst and worst la~~!!

EMO day~

dun know why i no mood 2day~~
i kept thnking whole day why i moody~
BUT no answer i get..............
bcos of love? or juz bcos long time no meet my boy?
bcos kept fail to plan to bak my lovely hometown which simplest place and peaceful place, no assignment thr, no stress thr???
juz now while i bathing, i juz realize that since sem2 start i juz bak my hometown once~ sem by sem getting busy and busy..
or juz bcos i kept my previous stress until now cannot stand anymore?
ths week really busy like hell..
eng presentation, measurement assignment,report, building service assignment, technical drawing also AND test test testsss~~!!
2day octopus juz knock a big tree~~ it really look like drama that after the girl talk v ppl thn knock a big tree~~it so malu..aiyo, no face ady~~
my hand n feet getting blooding and many shape ady :(
well~time to do my work ady~
dun think too much ba~~
hope all thngs will get smooth sooN~=)

time "fly" like a lightning><i always left by time~~T.T

ishhh~i dun wan b last minutes ppl anymore~~!!

yuki tan dun be lazy~~!!

i wan change~~!!

i must start studying s little a day from now~~

nothing is impossible if u wan~~

gogogo^^i can de..!!

nxt week can bak home be with my belong daddy n mummy ady~

BUT my lovely driver uncle do not bak with me><

tht's mean i wan stay at home sleep n eat onlyT.T

stupid fucker!!

can YOU respect ppl n ask ppl permission 1st~~!!

bullshit YOU~~!!

YOU dun too over~~!!

KNS YOU~~!! HAte it~nOn~~!!

《真心换绝情 VS 不打不相识》篇

i'm a scorpion girl and my bday just past yesterday, 6 Nov 2010

Ths scorpion girl have all of the characteristic of scorpion=)

i will treat ppl by whole-hearted

BUT

all the time i get hurt :'( can imagine how hurt r tht?

to me, the time gathering with u all is happy

since we all separate, we nvr got chance to meet 2gether

ths chance is very valuable, we must appreciate!!!

BUT

something unhappy~ i'm so sad~~i cnnt understand why "你们" wan cheat "friends"

to me 实话是值得原谅的,"你们"连自己都骗了真可悲

每天过着谎言的日子"你们"不累吗??

well~thx you let me to learn n thx you wish oso

haha~dun talk ths anymore..i will not unhappy bcos ths type of ppl~~!!

to me, friends只有今生 AND 不打不相识

hehe...is u~!! dun suspected=)

i appreciated u~!!! i treasure u, my friend~~!!

every 6 NOV i have u since i form1=)

the nxt one is my lover~~ he bcome so romantic now^^hee~

i love my present very much~~!!

thx ur LOVE thx ur INCLUSIVE :-*

simple is HAPPINESS

i'm 18 ady^^phew~can show my ic whn clubbing~

wahaha..i juz joke only..nvr go b4~

i wan thx my dearest mummy n daddy, take care 18yrs ady^^

so touch~ thy r a 200% good parents, i love u mummy n daddy~~!!

u 2 oso need to take care urself ya

since i come kl 4 study u 2 old very much ady~

i wan always by urs sideT.T

my sibling take care also ya~looking forward to meet u all at new year ya=)

thx grace tan AND andy tan de presents^^

november's baby

present from jovince..thx ya my jovince^^

hope nxt time got chance yumcha ya~so sorry=)

thx all AND special thx 4 exian n jiaqi chose ths special present

exian missing??hahaha..cos ths pic is taken by exian

AND now turn me take ady..i'm missing~

exian yong: 123 木头人^^

muikee wong i know u wan take v us oso==''haha

no word can describe my mood now==

should i change my foundation???

what foundation should i take??

arts or science??

i oso confuse nowT.T...

i dun like independence life~~~

i hate strange...

i wan beside u all only~~

i was unhappy~~

i need to become more mature

at kl now~~

quite ok now^^...

cos got many of friendly de housemate...

thx u all de helping~~^^

i need to learn all the things...

learn to take bus... learn to talk v ppl~~

learn to ask by myself... learn to live myself~~

learn learn n learn...

i need to become strong n more mature...

haha~~anywhere... miss my home town, my dad n mum...

miss him much n much~~ my lovely~~^^

miss my friends n my house~~hehe~~

我的离开你会不舍得吗？？

距离我去读书的日子越来越靠近了...

也越来越不开心...

不知道过后的我会是怎样呢~~~祝我好运吧~~哈哈~~

我的离开你会不舍得吗？？我也知道~~

但我会很舍不得...昨天睡觉前想来想去...

想着想着，我哭了...

因为以后不管我再怎样想你，我也不能再像以前那样马上去找你了~~

好想回到以前我们开心的日子~~

真的很希望有天你能让我深深地感受到原来我对你那么重要的...

朋友们要想念我哦~~~我会记得你们的...

以前疯狂去喝茶的日子好开心哦~~

爸妈以后我不能待在你们的身边照顾你们了哦...

你们要好好照顾自己哦...

我爱你们~~

all the best to u all...^^