no answer de question=bu jie zhi mi

since i at college now, so i no choice to select the eng to post no feeling now~
due to i no place to go and nothing to do, so i go librart to update my blog..
last night i juz get the answer that i had been "yi huo" since 2yrs ago~
when i get the answer, i had been fighten...
finally i always queation myself de question got answer ady..
although i got answer ady BUT i still cannot solve it until future~
should i let it pass or explain for myself??
to u, u is my friend also although u dun think who am i..
i'm sorry to u because it seem like i always make u unhappy~
BUT i have no choice oso if get hurt u~
i wish u can happy always AND i hope i no hurt you everytime..
to u, i really dun have do the "thing" that u thought is me to call ppl done de~
sorry~let u in trouble...
hope i can solve ths question and we get smoother soon BUT....it is impossible~
i just can say i do not do it at all...=(

i cannot handle all the things.. i'm so useless...
my study my love my health recently are bad =(
study, same thing the big problem is i'm lazy~!!!
lazy let me be a last minutes person..that is why i sick...
this week is a stressful and busy week..
thurday i burn mid-night oil 4 my building services assignment~
due to i dun know how to do finally i broke down..
i cry i miss my daddy,mummy and my hometown...
AND i just realise i just back once since sem2 start..
next day i feel sick ady><
me n exian always talk about out love during night time^^hehe..
through her mouth i knew that my love is sweet to her last year...
i'm so supprise of her answer..BUT now...
we are in diffrent place, busy with diffrent things..
my course is busy every week AND him oso...
that's ok to me~ cos sure we must busy in our study..that is normal things...
i'm a strong girl in love~ as my friends u will know..^^
BUT time pass by time..finally i broke down again><
cos i kept thinking why we become so estrange NOW~
heart pain i dun want my love become worst and worst la~~!!